What Happened To My Hands

The steroids seem to be working. They're doing something. The sensation of my legs appear to be coming back. My blood pressure has been high throughout. I've been having headaches. I'm uncomfortable. My back aches. I'm bloated. Pretty miserable lol. And this, this morning my hands stopped working. I lost the mobility in my hands. MY HANDS!!! I guess you can't really tell from the picture but they're 'stuck' like this. Am I stressed? Is it the steroids? Are they NOT working? What's happening. 

This morning, I cried like a baby. The thought that things a really aren't getting better. that this could be it. I was not happy.